Somebody got me thinking emo-ish stuffs last night. And the night before. And the nights before and before.. T____T
I guess I’m just afraid to give my all again to anybody ever. All questions, no answer. Stupefied. The words won’t come out no matter what. OH FML!
Oh god, give me a sign. Anything. The courage, the light, the call..? Unfreeze me.
Just so not ready to give it all again. Just so not ready to experience the ups and downs of a courtship.
Not that strong after all. Guess that despite the roughed out exterior, I’m still very much vulnerable to the core. Especially when it comes to matters of the heart.
I want the special someone to feel loved in all ways and for a long time to come. Oh how I would treat her everyday like the first day I fell for her.