The last two weeks were no doubt a mess. Somehow I managed to cope with it.. =)

Assignments. And its related problems. The overwhelming demands of it, making full use of my 24hours everyday. Engines ran to the maximum RPM.. The effects are showing now. Exhausted, coughing, fuelless.. Lucky I have some of my group members that kept me going.. =)

Family problems. Mum was admitted to hospital. Didn’t tell me about it til I called her. Made me worried sick of her. I felt really bad. All the more I need to study well, as to not disappoint her.

Topped by idiots who tried to make life miserable for me. I refuse and won’t let them add to my already messy life.

And FRIENDS who refuse to understand my situation, who thinks I’m so god-damn free to entertain their rubbish. Sorry, but the priority isn’t on them this time around.

Mum, myself and academics are more important than anything else in my life.

Mum, myself and academics are more important than anything else in my life.

Mum, myself and academics are more important than anything else in my life.

Get that! EVERYONE, ANYONE, WHOEVER or WHATEVER else can go fuck themselves on the wall.

I refuse, I tell you, I REFUSE to drag the shits any further. Already did what I can, the limit’s there. Like it or not, up to you people.

This was meant for SOMEONE to see. Like reading my blog so much and quote things from here. Nah, so here you go!


Reflection Time!

Was looking back at what I wrote in my blog all these while. And came across this:

Anyway, here’s my belated new year resolutions which I intend to do/abide by at least til end of the year.

  • Healthier me. Maggi mee no more, please? Better sleep habits. Exercise more.
  • Be more serious. Lesser cocks from me. Take things a bit more seriously.
  • Tidier room.
  • Lose another 15kg.
  • Pwnage grades! I wanna study study study!
  • Be a good boy. Overall.
  • Make more real friends.
  • Not making the same mistake again.

Resolution no.1 failed. With the rush for assignments, sleeping habits also turned upside down. Bought 4 packets of Maggi Mee in 3months, which isn’t that bad eh?

Resolution no.2 was okay.. =)

Resolution no.3 considered pass also? =)

Resolution no.4 failed. I think I gained hell loads of weights lately. Tummy bulging out again due to food-binging!

Resolution no.5 okay also I guess? Pwnage grades isn’t really pwnage! As usual, some high some low.. Ish.

Resolution no.6 failed. No explanation needed.

Resolution no.7 so so. Gained some, lost some.

Resolution no.8 absolute success! It’s out of my system finally.. =)

If people doesn’t reflect back on the things they do, for what they do all those things in the first place then? Food for thought.. =)

p/s: Thank you Pei Yee for the pizza treat! =D

Reflection Time!

Eris quod sum!

The poetic me came up with a damn good poem tonight.. It shall be titled “To Hell With Your Shits and Rubbish! I Don’t Give A Fuck Bout’ What You Think Anymore!” And I won’t ruin my life because of you or anybody else. Fuck what you think, I guess I just have to improvise my life without you or the few faggots around you. Live life to the fullest, if people don’t get me, no point forcing them.. =)

happy happy hari hari,
petang malam siang pagi,
u happy i happy,
cb orang pergi mati~ ^^

Don’t worry, I won’t get emo because of you anymore. Cause’ I’m SO OVER YOU! Wake up! You’re not my center of attention anymore. You won’t see me skipping meals, drinking beers, getting sohai ever. And best of all? I don’t have to tolerate your nonsense ever again. Eram quod es, Eris quod sum. Loosely translated to “I was what you are, You shall be what I become”.

And this is not under the “Bitching/ Nonsense” category =)

Eris quod sum!

Love In The Ice!

I’m starting to like Japs and Korean singers now. Oh. My. God. More towards Koreans though, I still have a thing against Japanese vocals.. =)

Current fav seems to be SHINee – Stand By Me, go Youtube it yourself.. Hehe.

Today, stumbled upon another god-damn beautiful song by TVXQ. Awesome lyrics, so-so singing.. Is it possible to love the lyrics but not the song? Lol. Ask from me if you want this song =)

TVXQ – Love In The Ice (English Translation)

it’s not your fault those hands are cold
clinging on to wounds in the past
afraid to love someone
turning your back on
the true meaning of the story

like ice, the embraced heart starts to melt

*to be loved by someone, by anyone
it makes life in this world shine
if it was me, i would make your heart once again
warm with undying love

fate’s play
even if it makes your heart ache
when the tears end
a ray of light will swoop down into the darkness
we can grasp it, we can feel

As strong as the feeling of suffering, we can feel people’s warmth

sorrow and loneliness
that every person endures
searching for a place to heal
yes, for you that place is here
don’t worry, don’t hesitate no more, i will protect you

because it is a love, my love
as beautiful as it is miserable
don’t be afraid
Even if it’s just momentarily, I’ll let you know my love
This time is beautiful, you know… let you know my love

Love In The Ice!


Assignments are driving everybody up the wall again this semester. Everybody’s so stressed up, all zombie-like in class and attendance is uber bad. Mwahaha.. To my group members: work hard, kay? After finish everything we go play! xD Before that, take good care of self and don’t fall sick! Though the motivation has dimmed a “little”, it’s okay! We are gonna pull through this! As if they will see this.. LOL!

Assignment group!
Our group photo.. =D


Okay la, to my other classmates: You people can watch in envy when we finish doing assignments, and start having fun! Yay.. Wakakaka~!!! You people can do it too! Gambade!! Hehehe..

Why am I not doing my Cognitive Psychology assignment now?