Overstatement of the year: I love you.
Understatement of the century: I like you.
Wtf. I don’t what it is anymore.
Had loads of nightmares again recently. My brain is thinking way too much again. Bloody. I need meditation, I need meditation. They say if you dreamt of bad things, you gotta say it out. So last night I was crawling through wall holes and into a morgue-like room. More like a dimly-lit freezer with loads of meat and corpses and wtfshitz. Just like a scene from a zombie film. A fucking terrifying zombie film. I remember I was so scared, so worried but for what I don’t know.
And that’s how I woke up feeling like I never slept the whole night. Wtf.
The other night, I was headshot’ing people everywhere I go. Armed with don’t-know-what gun and a laser pointer, every head goes ka-boom at the sight of me. UTAR Kampar massacre on the way? SERIOUSWTFSHIT! Hopefully the admins don’t see this. Otherwise I’ll be spending my break times in counselling room for the whole semester. This headshot nightmare sort of like jumped to another dream with her face so close to me, talking to me. I couldn’t remember what though. She just minimised my trauma of headshot’ing people in my dream without realising it. Hehe.
Ahh, so it’s already decided then! There will be no visiting each other this Chinese New Year. One: cause I’m lazy. Two: cause everybody’s lazy. What’s the point of bouncing here and there to collect few ringgits from each house? And then there’s the gambling part. Sat for more than two freaking hours just to win or in my case, lose rm2 today.. T_T|| Maybe it’s just me who can’t feel the festive mood this year.
So, fingers crossed, hopefully there will be a dinner gathering somewhere around Thursday where everyone can sit down and talk cock to their fullest. All in the company of good food and air-cond.. Not bad eh? ^^
Yay, so we had reunion dinner last night. Meats, mushrooms, sea cucumbers, more meats and more mushrooms. That’s the only things I ate most last night cause others were not as yummy as them.. Hehe. Stuffed 3years-worth of food inside me. Stomach almost exploded from food overload. Ate so full til I felt so god damn terrible for few hours after that.. T_T||
Bloody internet won’t let me upload pix now.. Grrr. If ever I remember next time.. Hehe.
Lunch today weren’t as sumptuous though. Had to clear last night’s leftovers cause we’re having steamboat tonight! Yippie!
Can’t wait, can’t wait, can’t wait!
So, the war turned out better than I expected. At least no bloodshed involved. And all’s well ends well. And I thought I’m the only one faced with the dilemma few weeks back. I’ve got what I wanted, not sure about other people though. But then I felt bad seeing my friends in the same dilemma as I am. Others I don’t really give a fuck what happens to them.
On the bright side, at least the warring factions in Psychology wasn’t as bad as other faculties.
Happy assignment’ing when the CNY break ends!
Gong Xi Fa Cai! Something really cute I got from emails and sms.
│ｏ ｏ│牛YEAR │●°
╰┬──╯ │ ∴°﹒
Happy Chinese New Year! May the year of the Ox brings joy, health and wealth to all the kinded hearted people out there. May all the little people disappear one by one, making life easier for all the people I love. And also, a prosperous year ahead for all the people I love.
Let this year be filled with happiness for all you people out there.
And to the little people: Okay la, I forgive you all. Happy CNY to you people too. Turn over a new leaf and remember kindness begets kindness.
Yea, you are not my anybody. You are just a simple girl. Albeit a simple girl I’m so in love with at the moment. And the moments to come.
Love is such a bloody endless cycle. Wtf. You love, got obsessed, you get frustrated, you do stupid things and then you love again. Wtf.
It still remains the same. I’m still the same old Wynken. The feelings are still there. Just when I thought I’ve finally built up a wall in my heart, the whole thing crumbles at the sight of her. Omg.. Sigh. I still couldn’t bear to see her in troubles, pains, and I would STILL do every possible things for her no matter how silly it would seem.
I’m going round and round in circles and I feel so retarded at the moment. Why can’t I be more of a flirt, and fucking flirt with every girls like Touch n’ Go? Why must I be soooooooooooo attached to this one?
You are still my numero uno. No matter how many people comes in between us. God bless my stupidity.